Pll with social anxiety?
do you sometimes feel like you live in a h*ll hole like sometimes actually most i feel like my life is meaningless and i hear the phrase so many times live rather than exsist and i can only cry b/c im trying so hard to chage and i feel like im still in square one..while every1 is enjoying there life having bf and partying im still….just…….there and i hate every minute of it…it relly does suck….i ask my frinds if they arent busy and they always are,and i feel left out and lonely…this is the worst feeling in the world ..i try to stay positive but some days i just feel relli sad b/c im like this…out of all the people in the world why did i have to have selective mutism…why me…why cant i be happy…i pray to gad so he can help me…but it seems i don’t get much help and i wonder if my life is doomed to be this way until i pass on ….and if so whats the reason of living…dnt woorry im suicidal or what eve. i couldnt think of taking my own life..its just my life is kinda depressing ..ive made drastic changes..and improved alot but i stil feel left out …dont tell my …or lecture me on what to do i already know what to do and im doin gthem im in clubs i strike up conversations in fact i met 2 pll last week…and i even talked to them w/ out hestitating its just..why can’t i be blessed w/ loving friends who are happy to see me and go out w/ me and have a wonderful bf…why me of all people on the face of the earth why me…why do i have sm…:(
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ya i kno …sometimes i wonder if god hates us..maybe thats why he gave us social anxiety :9 i have a list of other things i’d rather be than social anxiety…id rather be in a wheel chair…id rather becolor blind…id rather be 16 & pregnant…i’d rather be gay even or ven homeless @ times/…b/c SA is f*cking un fair..u dn’t even ask for it ..it just comes to you..and thast what i hate the most

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